Aug
13th..."I want to nail this rumour I'm not
fit. I have had a long injury record, there's
nothing I can do about that. I think my body
has recovered pretty well and I'm doing things
now I maybe didn't do before. Usually I'm in the
gym before everyone else. That normally combats
any injury. Only you know how your body feels.
I'm the only person who can say if there's
something wrong. I'm not going to risk hurting
myself for the long term just to prove a point.
I don't want to be injured. It makes me wonder
why I stepped away from football in the first
place. I had my reasons at the time and it was
good for me. Now I'm 100 per cent raring to go.
I'm confident I can stay injury-free and do
well. All I'm aiming for is to come in every day
and keep the gaffer thinking about me. I signed
the new deal just before the holidays. It was
great to get things sorted really early. My
contract finished on May 15 and when that
happens you're sort of sitting about wondering
what would happen. I knew the gaffer liked me
but was unsure what was happening with his own
situation."
June 19th...
O'Leary, 23, turned his back on the pro game for seven months
last year and admitted time dragged while he
worked for the cleaning company owned by his
dad, Pierce. The canny former
Celtic defender refused to give his boy a cushy
office job and put him to work on the shop floor
at the Forth Valley Royal Hospital.His reverse
psychology worked - Ryan was reminded how much
he actually loved the game and has just signed a
new two-year deal with Kilmarnock after
initially being invited back on a short-term
contract towards the end of last season.
O'Leary said:
"I had personal reasons for leaving the game
when I did and had lost happiness with football.
When I first quit I never really thought about
coming back into it at all.
"However, the
time away was really great because it made me
re-evaluate myself and my future.
"I was working
for my father's cleaning company for seven
months - probably the longest seven months of my
life to be honest, up at half five in the
morning and getting back in at 3pm. It was just
horrible.
"I wasn't
sitting in the office. I was hands-on at the
hospital in Larbert, scrubbing windows, toilets,
cleaning floors, sinks. I was a sweeper in both
senses.
"It was just a
long, tedious job but I proved I can cut it in
the real world, I was a good cleaner. It made me
appreciate how lucky we are as professional
footballers.
"I'd also seen
how well my mates such as Craig Bryson were
doing and it made me want to get back in and
have another taste of it.
"I've now
realised football is the life for me. My first
game back for Killie was against Inverness and
after 10 or 15 minutes I grew more and more
confident.
"I felt more
at home and only a few days later I was playing
against Celtic at home. I thought, 'I don't know
why I left this.'"